Sunday, July 10, 2011


I guess I was like an anion, a halogen maybe, constantly carrying my negative energy along with me, an extra electron, baggage. And with this curse I found myself attracted, electrically pulled, toward those with radiant positive energy. Of course it looked appealing from a distance, their apparent freedom from the constraints usually put upon us all, the way they burned, burned, burned, bright sparks and flames when exposed to air, completely consumed in an instant, exhausted, but living fully and passionately. So that when I came into contact with one of these alkali fellows, an instant attraction held us fixated, a bond so strong we clung together maddened by the very thought of separation. But it was a polar relationship, unequal, one-sided, unhealthy. Ah, and the pain was unbearable so we clung tighter still in some desperate effort to avoid the inevitable. But then all it would take was something so commonplace, so simple as water, to break the bond and send us apart, repulsed, and gone. So I would return to my former state, overloaded, spinning extra, negative, lonely.


Karen said...

You are a beautiful writer. I read your comment on Jason's FF5000 yesterday, ordered myself a copy of the book you recommended, and checked out your blog.

Your writing is inspirational. Keep going!

Mozart said...

Thank you very much! I really hope you enjoy the book...I don't think I'd be exaggerating to say that it changed my entire outlook, mindset, and life.